I have a feeling that love isn't for me. Not meant to be in my cards.
I honestly see my life more of a working-life rather then a romantic-life. I repel people... I think. Crap.
Maybe it's just me being a depressed-stupid-fuck right now just because I don't know what to do with a situation. I guess, all in all, there's always something to loose.
Something else that intrigues me a lot, How the fuck did I ended up pretending-to-be?... fuck, I know the fucking answer, but I hate to even think it out loud.
WHAT DO THEY WANT?!
Should I go lesbian?... Would it be easier?
Too. Fucking. Hard. I hate what society has done to my brain, and the stupid princes story's and everyone who made it happen.
Fuck you all! Made my life and other peoples life a misery.
Maybe I'm just scared of what could happen to me. I feel like I have a patched up heart, I just cover my scars and what ever is wrong with it.
..."nothing can go wrong, it can only get better"... God, I hope that is true. Or else... I just say rubbish all the time.
It's only normal for me to feel, but sometimes I hate it. I hate being a girl sometimes, or maybe most of the time.
I don't know exactly what path I am taking... perhaps I'm not even on a path right now. I don't want to hide anymore, I don't want to be cold, frozen, ignored, just a memory.
My riddle:
I scream without a voice, I admire without looking, I taste with no tongue, I smell when there's no scent. What am I?
2 comments:
Don't go lesbian. Really. Don't.
You need love. Look for love or maybe just wait and it'll find you.
Things really do only get better and if you think that something horrible happened, just keep in mind that it happens for a reason. Whether it's to teach you a lesson or protect you from what could've been worse.
You don't really need to know what path you're taking. Just make sure you do what you like and that it makes you happy. Don't ignore people too. Just accept people as they are and what ever happens, happens.
What is the answer to that riddle?
Don't know who you are, but thank you.
The answer to that riddle is me.
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