How about we talk about a movie?

The hottest movie on everyones lips today is Inception. You only hear great things about it, but the only thing I hear from it is how people ask themselves if they are still in a dream, or something related to a dream, I'm a tad concerned that maybe not everyone saw another message there, one that kept on nagging and nagging through out the whole movie. That is, letting go of the past.

Would love to talk about dreams more often, but I really want to emphasize this other message that seams that no one got it, or least they don't even talk about it but they did get it, who knows.

Now, Cobb (Leonardo DiCaprio) is an icon of someone that can't let go of the past, and a lot of us don't let go of the past because of guilt, it was perfectly described in the movie, and the fact that someone that can't let go of someone can make it disturbing to other people, and I dare say it happens in real life, it happened to me! I hadn't confronted fully my "disturbance" and I stupidly called my best friend by that name. It was a horrible feeling, but unconsciousness became present in that moment, it didn't want to be suppressed anymore, also, came out in the worst moment, they usually do, just like in the movie. Mal came out in the worst possible moments.

It is our duty to confront our past so that they don't destroy our present and there for, future, but sometimes we can't do it alone and we need someone to give us moral support, and that led me to think that I need to confront this person in person, to say what I need to say so that I can just forget about it and never live with this anger again, in my case. I know that I won't fully forget about him until I confront him, but I know I can't do it alone... and I don't know how, when or where to confront him. We haven't spoken to each other for 6 months now, maybe.

To my kind reader, yes YOU, will you be there for me? I won't be able to do it alone, not without you. You're the only one that makes me smile for real and that likes me for who I am and doesn't see me like an annoying person. You're a breath of fresh air for me, I feel light yet my feet are still on the ground, I don't have to scream for you to hear me, and I don't have to be someone else for you to take me in.

Thank you.