Whom are those people that make you an exception? It's not just anyone, not everyone would change their whole day in an instant just because.
Are those people -whom we call- real friends? Did I ever thought I had those friends?... I don't think so. My so called other real friends, wouldn't do that for me, but two exceptional people that I know would do that for me as I would to for them.
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As of late, my neighbor who is also my best friend, came over to my house a couple of days ago, talking about her decisions for her immediate future; career and job, and amongst other important stuff.
I found myself pouring my thoughts and feelings to her, about how I felt like there was an emotion stuck in my chest and that won't come out or perhaps I won't let it come out. I've probably expressed it in body language, but I don't dare say it out loud... or even think it out loud.
I am scared of my emotions now, I don't know where they will put me if I dare do express them in every way. My emotion pleads to come out and although I want to let it out, I don't allow it for I am scared of the consequences... I hate this.
Some day, I know, that it will burst into a thousand words, tears and sighs. I trust that it'll come out in an appropriate moment, with the right people or person.
We are all slaves to our emotions, but our mind likes to keep us separate in cages. I damn thee for doing so, but I also thank thee for it's purpose to do so.
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