Thee "half orange"

The cheese to your macaroni, the spaghetti and meatball, your other half. I wonder many, many times if we are all destined to have someone with us for ever till the day we die, someone to complete us? How can we know for sure that it is that person whom belongs with us? Or do we simply just take a chance and see what happens? But some people say that they had a feeling that they found true love, I wonder what is that feeling.

I begin to wonder too, more than anything, if I have ever loved someone? And not the kind of love that I'd search with my family, I'm talking about the kind of love where two people give in to each other even though sometimes they can hate their guts but non the less they are there for each other, no matter what.

Are someone people destined not to have a life partner at all what so ever? Or can someone have two life partners and not know it at all? Do they also come in different ages?
... What is a life partner?. Someone who will walk with you through the rest of your life journey or someone just there to guide you?
I also wonder if it's because we need them so we do not get lost along the way and those that don't ever have a life partner is because they don't need guidance... ????????

Am I complete or do I really need my "other half" to "feel" complete?

A lot of these questions are very much unanswered and no matter how many people give different explanations to each of these questions (or some) they will never be true except for those that give their own answer.

Love is different for all and each one is unique because it is two unique people in union to make a unique union. Things can be similar, but never an exact replica.

I desire thaw that makes me aspire life, the risks in it and feel like there are no limits to my horizons. I strongly believe now that my mission here (Mexico) is done and am fully prepped to move on else where... unless, this is another tricky equation from life to give me the unexpected, you know what they say "When you least expect it, expect it". Well, right now I am least-expecting everything. I am blind to where I am going or what is coming towards me, but I trust it will all be good.

Who knows. Life, as it is, has always been unexpected. I shall see what happens.

P.S. And yes, I got over lasts post. It was just a moment of weakness and anger and stuff. Today I got good news from my aunt grandma *sigh* it's a relief.