Beauty.

Beauty, beauty, beauty... ah, such a hard subject to talk about yet one of the most interesting -in my opinion.

First off... why do women want to feel beautiful? Is it because of self esteem? Status? Ideology?, partly, yes but also no. You see, it all started when women, for instance, Egypt, needed to look beautiful everyday of their lives so when they died they would present themselves just as beautiful in life-after-death, starting from there we can clearly see that people needed to stay beautiful for when it was their time to depart to another life, it's a "doing-it-for" deal, eventually we started making ourselves beautiful for a someone and that someone, for a long time, was for men. Yes, exactly, men! When the world used to be ruled completely by men us women, to be able to accepted and admired, we had to dress to their likes and not dislikes. Sounds ugly, yes, but it happened and it still happens now in days, but now it is an issue of women vs. women... ? Sounds crazy, but yes, we are competing against our same sex, why? because when some women show off what they have to offer to someone else then the other women must show off what she isn't showing off to get a higher score, the competition started for a man but ends up between women, it's a doggy dog world.

Now in days, to be beautiful you have to be successful, have money and be above everyone, in a non sexual way... or maybe that too... ? Never thought about it in that way. Anyways...

That's like one type of beauty we are talking about, war between people using beauty, now... what does beauty do to you? makes you feel happy? makes you feel like if you where high on pot? gets you in shock? takes your breath away?... Beauty is when it sublimes your feelings! Provokes a chain reaction in you, leading you from one thought to another and with every thought you're going through your feelings are each time more sublime, it's like... it doesn't end, you just want more and more, like amazing sex! you can't get enough of it and you want to do so many things with it that you don't even know where to start because of the wave of emotions you're feeling in that instant, and... you'll never forget about it. It encrypts in your brain, stays there, finds it's place, makes a nest and from then on, everyday, we try to look for it, no matter what it is because that's what makes us want to live at fullest (haha, I ran out of breath writing this) and, sadly, it can sometimes be very dangerous to want more from that beauty, it sometimes can lead us to our death, though, in my opinion, if you love doing something and know where is your inspiration coming from then by all means, I'd rather die because of it and not over something that meant nothing to me.

People want to posses beauty to inspire beauty to someone else, to sublime other peoples feelings. A person whom possesses beauty has worlds in their hands, not everyones world because everyone has a different concept of what is beauty, but if their where someone who'd get so close to most of peoples concept of beauty then you are a god/goddess and people would start killing to have it, literally.

Beauty, inspiration for life or death? inspiration for love or hate? inspiration for laughter or sorrow?... beauty is everything in everything with everything.

- Meg

P.S. I'll continue this subject some other time because I know it has great potential.