I've reasently picked up a small note book to write down everything; school projects, dates, books to buy, movies, CD's to buy and the main purpouse, for quotes or phrases that I get to make up.
I bought that small notebook to see my evolution emotionaly and mentaly because sometimes I catch myself thinking of something new, something that would go against my "usual" thoughts and sometimes I wonder why I get that contradiction. Also, I want to know why I think of that and where did it come from, from what, what object or sound or touch made me think of it.
I don't know about you guys but, I get chain reactions when ever I think further and further more by just questioning one thing. It's not that I want to get a conclusion but simply wonder, why are humans so thirsty for the "if's"?
Sometimes I have no idea what causes me to get inspired, though, I know I get some of them when I am dreaming, sometimes I get so many vivid colors and what not, and they trully amaze me and they say that you dream what you have gone through the day, your brain processes all the information that you learned that day but in an unconscious way, though, Hemingway once said "My dreams are the language of my soul, showing what is in my heart in clear images, reveling it in true prophetic form." and I agree with what he says too, when you simply love someone so much you dream of that person too, or maybe not love but you have a certain affection to that person and sometimes you don't realize how much that person means to you until you start dreaming of that person, and even sometimes when you dislike someone you dream of that person too. It's weird yet dreams make so much sense. They don't tell what to do, but they do tell you how you are thinking and feeling in that moment and because we can't listen to our unconscious side all the time it revels it's self in dreams and even sometimes when you are talking to someone you say the wrong name or age or even what you where reading before and meant to say it and you do without even noticing it.
So, now that I have put out the subject that way, where DO we get our inspiration from? Is it the people, the images all arround us (also instant gratification), is the music (noise or not, what ever) or is it simply what ever that makes us feel identified with reality that we can actually explode it to another level?
I honestly don't know what is it that makes us aspire so much life and creativity in our life in any form, but I put my hands down without a doubt that it is inspiration that we are looking for all the time, inluding love, I think love is an important factor to get inspired, wether it's a friendship-love or a relationship-love.
I will keep track in my small notebook what makes me inspire and I am sure that the common pattern will have to do with something related with great happiness, wether the creation of it was something brutal, horrible, sad, soothing or ecstatic, they all come from a very deep emotion. But the best ones come from... well, you guys know. I don't want to be too corny now ;)
P.S. I apologize for the lack of posting the days I was supposed to. Been hunged up with a lot of homework.
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