Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination. -Oscar Wild

Monday, December 13, 2010

The end is near.

This semester has been fantastic, in every sense. I've cried, I've been very stressed, I slept for 5 hours for a whole 2 months, I think... perhaps even more, and I've laughed so hard in most days, which I am very glad.

I've met 4 exceptional people whom I am very proud to call my best gals. Makes me wonder sometimes if I even had real friends... or maybe I did, I just didn't like the way they where "friends" with me, in the way that they always needed me and there for they depended a lot on me, it suddenly became heavy and exhausting for me, always being a shoulder for someone or another set of legs, and sometimes even the head to point them to the right direction but ever since college I've felt like my real self, not pretending not one bit to be someone I am not and it just feels amazing, which leads me to think that it had to do a lot with my new friends: We all have something in common, there's a reason why we are together, though, sometimes I think that most of these girls aren't even supposed to be there, but all in all, we all have an interest for clothes, some more ignorant and some less ignorant about the career.

All in all, it's been an amazing experience, full of excitement, questioning, doubt, falling and bringing yourself back "with a little help from my friends"- The Beatles.

But even the teachers are great! We're finally treated like adults and that's something I've wanted for a while, very few times I've thought of being a kid again, but once you find the joy of your own age, it's rather interesting and very, very enjoyable. Yes, there's more responsibility, but if you know how to deal with it, organize and change your strategies as many times you can, then you'll survive for sure.

One thing I've learned is that routine isn't good after it goes on for more than 3 weeks, you become zombie like, lot's of things have changed already by then and you're still stuck if you don't change your routines. Tune it up once in a while, it doesn't have to be dramatic, but it'll keep you from feeling like a zombie.

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