Moving on.

Ok, after those first couple of days being bored as hell I had my drum class, moving on with the song Nothing Else Matters by Metallica. It is coming out fantastic. It'll be my first official song that I learn complete on drums, and also sang =)

Next couple of days I've been cleaning my room and sewing, along with fantastic music. Took out some old T's, threw away some and redesigned others; made a bag, redesigned 2 T's into something more chick. I felt great. I haven't sewn that much since... a really long time. I've got some nice projects in my head. Speaking of... I may have been offered a job, still not official, I have to speak with this woman as soon as I get my schedule  from the university and see what days I can work. I'd be making ballet costumes! Theatre... something I wanted to specialize on.

Uuuuuuu, last night, or more likely dawn, at around 2:40AM there was an earthquake here, registered at 6.5 and origin was Oaxaca. Scared the crap out of me, I was talking with someone about s-e-x and bam! My desk, doors and what not start moving around all retarded, and no, I wasn't high or anything. I think twice if I should go to my parents bedroom because let me say, I am also scared shitless of walking up their room and listening how they get their freak on (It's happened twice with me already, wouldn't want another one of those). So, I get to wake up my dad (thank god!) and I tell him there's an earthquake, he feels it for about 3 seconds and he says it's gone, right then and there my mom wakes up -What's wrong? What's happening?- Which I reply -There was an earthquake ma, but you go back to sleep, it's gone already- It was funny after that. She takes ages to wake up. I have to scream so that she can hear something.

Been working on my "other" blog... nothing interesting, really, the question of the new entry was: Why do we feel the need of imagining our future with someone?

Quite interesting why I thought of that, I was talking to a friend and was telling me "...Oh, imagine us together..." and that got me thinking, if we keep thinking of our future with someone else we will soon forget who we really are, today, now, PRESENT! We can't forget who we are now because then, you won't be present for those that need you. It's not healthy. You're just preparing you're self for an even bigger fall and you don't even know if that person will be there to catch you or not.

If you think about it well, it's a win win situation, you think less of the future, you move on with this person and you'll be surprised all the time of how things are turning out Or, you think less of the future, the relationship fails, but you don't get hurt or as disappointed for something that wasn't gonna work anyways.

In either way, you move on. This was just something I've learned not to do anymore because in my past relationship I was greatly disappointed, hurt, ashamed and abandoned.

So... most recent event? My great dane, Malik, has his stomach turned over again. Back to the hospital. I don't know how this will affect my vacations now... let alone that, more likely, when I'd be coming back or now with whom... it may be just me for now on. Me with me, no one else. Hmmmm, this sounds like INDEPENDENCE! score!